How Does Being  Late Affect Your Life?

How Does Being Late Affect Your Life?

on Mar 18, 2015

It’s time to come clean.  I’ve been punctually challenged most of my life, and I’m finally ready to do something about it.  Not that I haven’t tried before.

This all started when I was a teenager.  Years of experience analyzing this habit  — and  a master’s degree in psychological counseling within reach —  I’ve come to the conclusion I developed the habit of being late as a passive aggressive way  to control situations earlier in my life.

Here’s my theory.  I believe my pattern of being late stems from a family environment in which I was the peacemaker, in contrast to my rebellious older sister. I avoided conflict at all costs — and stuffed down feelings of anger and resentment when they came along.

Eventually, this internalized angst needed an outlet.  Since I was not one to rock the boat, I subconsciously developed this approach to controlling situations.  Yuk – definitely not  my best look.  Then again, being late is much more socially acceptable than other methods of acting out.  While it’s annoying, it doesn’t result in the damage done by other habits and addictions, right?

Make no mistake. It does result in damage – internally and externally.  The real kicker is this behavior totally goes against my philosophies in life.  For one thing, it’s disrespectful to other people.  And, depending upon the circumstance, it can come across as arrogant or rude. Yikes!

Chronic lateness afflicts nearly 20 percent of the American population, according to  Diana DeLonzor, author of “Never Be Late Again.”  So, chances are you’re  suffering from this yourself – or  you’re around someone who is.   DeLonzer describes several types of habitually late people:  Rationalizer, Producer,  Deadliner,  Indulger,  Rebel,  Absentminded Professor and Evader.  My roles of choice are the Producer and  Rationalizer.

Rationalizers explain their lateness by attributing it to factors beyond their control or minimizing the selfishness of the act.  Yet, in failing to take responsibility for their actions, they hamper efforts to improve.  To combat this, I’m beginning to think of lateness as a promise broken, or as a loan unpaid.  In my “Producer” role, I’m examining my old patterns of squeezing in too many activities and the temptation to say, “If I just hurry, I can …”

There always seems to be a noble reason for the tardiness – or so I tell myself.  As a high achiever, I’m always trying to be accomplish as much as I can.  I’ve learned the hard way, though, that airplanes don’t wait.  So,  I’ve modified my behavior to get to airports on time, although I often cut it very close, much to the chagrin of my husband, John, and traveling companions.  Then I beat myself up with internal chatter that berates me for creating so much stress and tension.

I often say we teach people how to treat us, and I guess I’ve trained others in my life to accommodate this annoying habit.  But, at what cost?  Of course, we all joke about it at times.  Some friends  tell me an earlier time to be somewhere, factoring in the five or ten minute delay they’ve come to expect.

I just don’t want to live like this anymore.  I’ve tried numerous methods of time management, and then I backslide. I  convince myself it only takes a few minutes to answer those e-mails or  take that phone call.  Before you know it, I’ve pushed myself so close to the deadline  I have to drive really fast to get where I’m going (another negative consequence).

Whatever payoff  I got in those early years certainly doesn’t need to haunt me today.  I now  deal with conflict in healthy ways,  and I don’t need to control situations. Sounds so logical, doesn’t it?  Just why do I think my resolve will be different this time?  A firm commitment that  changing this behavior has to be a top  priority.  No matter what.  I’ve taken an inventory of contributing factors:

  • Not allowing enough  time to get from Point A to Point B
  • Not allowing for any contingencies
  • Being overcommitted
  • Regularly “buying time” – arriving late and rationalizing it’s okay because I called from my cell phone to explain I was on my way
  • “Getting by” because I’m usually able to smooth things over once I arrive
  • Rationalizing it was more important to do that “one more thing”
  • Getting an adrenaline rush
  • Thinking that being early is a waste of time
  • Abandoning “all or nothing” thinking if I relapse – “I’m always late.”

Back to the payoff.  If we get something out of being late — stimulation, attention or more time for ourselves — our behavior is reinforced, and we’ll continue to be late.  If we get nothing out of being early, we’ll associate earliness with a lack of rewards. Naturally, we set ourselves up for failure. Rewards are positive motivators, so I’m instilling systems to associate positive feelings that will help me “welcome the wait.” (Thanks to John Nelson and Barbie Dallman for this powerful insight!)

This is about much more than being on time for me.  It goes to the very core of self trust.  It’s  about setting boundaries on my time and energy that result in internal validation.  The one person I need to trust the most is myself – and, yet, I’ve let myself down, time after time. I need to earn that trust.

Bad habits are really nothing more than the wrong decision made over and over.  I’m incorporating a plan for myself – much like one I’d create for a client.  I’d also like to hear your stories if you care to share.

And my top ten secret weapon for success?  Now I have to be accountable to all of you!